Sneak Peak of My Life Pt.5

Well, we started loosing sleep at first. The normal new parent deal. Neil got up almost every morning at 5 to open at Hardee's or either we slept late & he worked close. Kylee was 3 months, when we got the phone call. A friend on the other line was apologizing & I didn't understand why. Then she asked me, "You didn't know, did you?". "No, no I don't know anything, what's going on". She told me, & we were not at all prepared for the answer. All I knew was I had to call Neil & tell him. That's the worst thing I've ever had to do. Telling Neil to get off work, his mom was gone. Around the same time, Neils dad got out of jail & was coming around and eventually told Neil that if he wasn't happy, to go stay in Greenville with his Aunt. Well, me not wanting to see my family broken, follows him, but it wasn't long before I saw him walking down the road holding a blonde, teenagers hand. I was n a rage. I wanted to go home and show him what he lost, and i didn't care what happened as long as I could have him again. But, that came to an end when he moved to Georgia with his dad. & finally when Kylee was 10 months old, I met Garrett. My husband now, & other half. I can't say I don't wonder how things would be if Neil would've never went to Georgia or Greenville, if Brenda was still here, & if we could get along in the same room for at least 5 minutes. We grew up together, but we weren't meant to be together forever. At one time, yes, I thought he'd step up but I pushed him away. Pushed him to his breaking point too. I thank god everyday that he sent me Garrett. Someone that can handle me and all my glory. Bad hair day and pajamas. No makeup and all. We completed our family with another baby girl, and he loves them both equally and wouldn't have it any other way. Neil and Kylee can't see each other as much as they'd like but he says that he is going to keep coming around. He came to her 4th birthday party and then again after he got picked up for child support. Kylee calls him whenever she can and they talk and he's supposed to be coming back for her birthday party because on January 12th, our little baby that once fit in our hands, will be 5 years old!